Category: Portuguese Literature in English Translation

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February

Photo by Sven Fennema

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FEBRUARY


you will often return to yourself
as one enters places where hearths once burned
and where the smell of smoke lingers
melancholic
and invisible

an autumnal or wintry mustiness
grips your startled hands
and wants to sink them into the earth

so take the necessary precautions

when the tangle of days on your shoulder blade
feels like cement or hatred in its pure state,
leave the house, breathe the grasses, bite their stems
hard

don’t ask why, bite them,
and that’s that

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FEVEREIRO

entrarás muitas vezes em ti
como se entra nos lugares onde lareiras arderam
e o odor do fumo permanece melancólico
e invisível

um ranço outoniço ou hiemal agarra
as tuas mãos espavoridas e quer afundá-las na terra

toma, por isso, as necessárias precauções

quando o emaranhar dos dias sobre a omoplata
te parecer cimento ou ódio em estado puro,
sai de casa, respira as ervas, morde-lhes o talo
com força

não perguntes porquê, morde-as
e pronto

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Ritual

Cleaning the hands
Photo by Melissa Jeanty

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He had acquired the habit of meticulously washing his hands and trimming his nails before delivering a speech. He ran his palms and the backs of his fingers under the water, lathered them with Clarim, then held them again beneath the stream flowing from the tap, almost scalding hot. It was a ritual.

Then, before leaving his office, he read the text one last time and corrected it with a cheap pencil, crossing out more words than he put back onto the page. He disliked coming up against formulas, clichés, sentences that sounded like a great deal and yet said nothing.

Finally, he looked at himself in the mirror.

He did so in silence, trying to glimpse in the face before him the slightest traces of childhood. He searched there for the boy in clogs, with a torn sweater and an ugly little moustache, whose courage in the hard work of those earlier days he seemed to value more than the prestige he had gained over the years. That boy was his inspiration.

He remained in near-total silence for a long time, an immeasurable stretch, an hour, a minute, an eternity, until an aide knocked at the door.

They were waiting for him.

This was the moment. Millions of viewers had their televisions tuned to the channel through which his words would echo, measured, carefully chosen, perhaps a little rough, competent, in a steep dive toward the very core of the problems.

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